"I moved from Brazil to London, in 1997 to take a PhD in Architecture.
Being in a foreign country & starting work in my field brought happiness but also insomnia & anxiety" .
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"In 2000 I began work in an architectural practice in London: my dream job, at the top end of the market, but the pressure was making its way from the office to home. I thought I was happy, but always anxious: sleeping less & less, exhausted. I felt I needed more than the prestige, money
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I decided to try yoga. I had no idea this was going to change my life forever. I started attending Hatha Yoga classes & after a few, I went to an Ashtanga Shala. I didn'tÂŽt know what Ashtanga Vinyasa was!
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I had no idea why the students were breathing loudly, what the teacher was counting in Sanskrit. This practice was like a dance, a strong, graceful, & powerful dance. My body, mind & my soul were taken.
I was finding my way home
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I started to practice twice a week at the shala & constantly at home
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I used to bomb my teacher with questions & questions after classes until one day she asked, âAndrea, why donât you do teacher training?â
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I looked at her wide-eyed. âMe?? I am an architect. I have my career. â
She replied, âBut are you happy, Andrea?â
This question hit me hard!
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Should I let it go?
I worked full time as an architect while I attended YTT. During this period, yoga changed & saved me, many times
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I overcame through my yoga & meditation, two miscarriages, the loss of my father in a very tragic car accident, & many other childhood traumas
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Through these phases, I could feel through my yoga the sorrow dissipating, giving me resilience. I was becoming aware of feelings I hadnt experienced before or knew how to deal with
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I was learning to let go of old sadness, fears. Often my old anxiety & restlessness would haunt me. One day I woke up & it was clear. I wanted to teach yoga. I wanted to be able to make Yoga & meditation happen in other people lives. It was as if everything in my life before brought me to this point of fulfillment & happiness. No more doubts. Everything had finally fallen into place đ Andrea
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